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When we were cult members, we felt very special. We were part of
this privileged group in the world that worshipped God the right way
and we were here to help God shed light upon the godless masses. We
were going to help God bring light to the world. Wow, what a
wonderful purpose in life. Life was so meaningful. We knew exactly
what we had to do when we woke up every morning and when we felt a
little blasé, a little less motivated and a little unhappy, we knew
why. We hadn't meditated enough; we hadn't prayed enough, we hadn't
brought anyone into the fold for a few weeks. We needed to work
harder and God would repay our hard efforts with unlimited joy and
happiness. Now we are out of the cult . . . .How do we deal with
not having this meaningful existence? Are we to go on being just
the average mother, the average father, the average worker etc. . .
like all the others in the world? We were part of this special
group and now we aren't anymore. What can we do now to bring joy
back into our lives? How can we find meaning now? Please elaborate
on this for me. How did you get back to the normal and routine
lifestyle? What helped you deal with this issue? I appreciate your
help.
Felippe